This is a selfish question (i.e. “Who am i?”) if we ask it on a Personality level. We are a continuum o changing and the answer will change everytime. But at the Soul level, we are pure energy, Light. Personality is a composit of Body, Mind, Intellect and Character, but all these are polarized manifestations of the Soul.
Connection with the Soul is a metaphor for developing the ‘Inner Deity’. You should perform this step by step. The initiation process helps you open up the energy centers of the Life Force from the spine and brain, and the gateway to the Source, the transcendent consciousness.